I met pink in Causeway Bay the day before haha...it's kind of surreal...I didn't expect to bump into him at all especially after the "ring" I made in Cafe de Coral (just b/c of a stupid reason..wanting to hear someone's voice..) So I press the numbers to hear the voice. It took me nearly fifteen or twenty mins to make that anonymous call. I was suppose to wait for three seconds and hang up, but somehow I couldn't do so...Therefore I wait until the other side hang up on me....

Well after our dinner we decided to go to another bookstore, yes another bookstore lol We've been spending time in bookstores recently and I do think it's fun!!^^ I bought three new books. Two Chinese ones and one English novel XD So here we are walking on the street and me thinking about wht a stupid thing I just done ten mins ago when suddenly Joanne turned around and screamed out "Ar Pink ar!!!!" O_O'' I was like "Ng hai ar ma...." Haahah not sure why but whenever the moment Joanne is acting serious, I just never believe the words she tells lol

But that moment!! That moment!! All five of us just freeze right at the place where we are standing with our eyes trying to look through the crowd around us only to look for Pink. I keep looking towards my left side and as time pass, I finally spot someone with the spike hair coming out between the others...I bet everyone's eyes were as huge as mine that moment. (At least Jessie told me she is lol) He was quite shock when he spot us as well. We waved to each other and keep walking.

This actually reminded me of last year's summer, where we bump into each other outside sch during holiday. Joanne was the one who spot Pink and Chocolate coming up the escalator, no one is paying attention when she suddenly scream "Ar Pink ar!!!" Again I dun believe her la and then you all know it's really Pink she saw lol~So stupid. So hai lor I re-count the times I bump into Pink la lol If none of u mind, I would just type out the incidents here ^^ I think there are seven times I bump into him in total. Uni gor d ng count la since everyone goes to Uni. First time hai after Hyun Ji's birthday party I saw him in HMV with Miso (Cus i thought they left), second time hai Windsor House gor chi, but after Windsor house, we bump into them again in World Trade so tat count as third time, fourth time hai in DSC during holiday, fifth time in Sogo where I saw him but he did not see me...sixth time in taikoo MTR where he did not see me again...and for the seventh time hai in CWB after I ring lor..hai lor...hai gum doll...Hahah really yau yuen fun???  >< Haii..I dunno too....Maybe it's really simple things but I dunno why I remember everything...If he knows I even kept the five dollars coin he return to me, the paper puppy that he gave me back in grade 11, the name tag that he typed out for Ms. McAllister in last year's art class, and so many other stupid things...like I can also remember wht clothes he wore gwor lor etc...he would say I'm so stupid and so mo liu...but of course he would never know...he's never serious ga la...

Today first thing when Christie call me in the morning,, she said she got something to discuss with me, so I'm like "Ok, go ahead. I'm here." and then she start to tell me that BH was asking her last night if he can go to sing karaoke with us today since mushroom has an important date with someone else. I said "NO" immediately cus I'm afraid that I would have to sing in front of them. >< But one moment I'm afraid of singing in front of those guys, another point is what if Pink is also coming?? Gum ngo mei 4 duck?? O_O'' So of course no la!! Also it would be weird if they are coming with us suddenly. <_< So yea...But i also know that even if those guys are coming, Pink would never tag along since I remember him saying out loud that he is a bad singer and I knew that. So I dun have to worrry abt anything. Most thing dao hai I feel weird if they are coming and it would be hard for me to sing lor.

Later was quite funny cus before I leave my house to meet the gangs WB called and ask me where is BH and can I help to give a ring lol~ He didn't know that we said no to BH already and so i tell him. He was very polite today indeed, I mean his voice and his tone is super poilte on the phone today~Out of what I expected him to be as usual.  I hope I'm not mean to them >< I didn't mean for not letting them to come with us ga!!! Haiii anyway~~So yea...Today's karaoke was fun overall ^V^ Haven't sang out loud for a long time....Hope Canada can have Karaoke too!!!

Easter holiday went too quick!!  One more week left only!!! I want to play longerrr!!!!!

Currently Listening Backstreet's Back By Backstreet Boys As Long As You Love Me see related

I'm using dad's latop to update xanga currently. Need to take my computer to CWB to fix tmr. I think some stupid virus has invaded my computer..hope all my files will be remain in the place where they should be..cus I didn't back up anything..><

First of all Happy Easter to everyone!  Hope you all have a nice holiday! The rugby sevens last friday was terrific!! Omg I screamed a lot that night! Especially when Canada VS Japan man, we all went hyper cheering and crazy for our support team lol. Hahah and Canada is the winner-26:5  Me happy!! I think being able to get to the game for free is the best treat I ever get from the school. We probably could never get this kind of wonderful offer again in our lives muwhahhhaah~Oh and I saw Newell's parent lol!!!!! They look kind of same actually, i think it's their chin that looks similar lol~ I even waved to Mr. Newell and his parents when I saw him at the stadium hahaah and he ask me to sit down when I stand for too long after greeting them lol

OMG Celina can you believe it? I dreamt that I dance with pink this morning. In fact, I realized that I always have dream about pink in the morning.  The dream start in our sch having another school dance (A BETTER ONE THIS TIME) XD,  where fun si ask me to dance with him when the slow music comes on the dance floor, and so I nod my head and say it's ok la. The moment I reach out my hand, pink burst out and say to fun si "Wei, you dance with her already, This time is my turn!" And then I dunno what happen but me and pink just start to dance around the dance floor. He was swinging me all over the place and giving me circles..(smile) I feel like the dance is forever that moment...Hahahhahh after that!! HE SUDDENLY ASK ME TO MARRY HIM OMG!!!  He picked me a few rings in a shop and ask me which one do I like the best lol hahahah too crazy to be happen in actual life lol...

I feel myself smiling when I woke up...Maybe it's something that will never happen between me and him in life yea so it actually come true in my dream. ^^ I can't help to feel sad and happy at the same time..

It's been 7 months la since my birthday...I still couldn't put him down. I still believe that I didn't look at those hints wrong afterwards..Cus if I'm wrong, then others must be wrong as well...Only I'm not sure how should I react when he's giving hints again,, or there's a chance that I'm thinking too much once more. Who knows the answer anyway. There's no way to find out except pink himself. Christie is telling me that he is afraid to show his real feeling. I find out more things on him, Haiiiii so ma fan ar...dao ng g dim gong ho la...I have suffered through a long way...there's only two more months left to suffer...What will happen on me???

You know, I decided to give him a goodbye hug on the last day, probably at the prom la. I will make a final farewell to him..that would be pretty sad but that's what I'm gonna do..it's really time to put a period after all..I can't take it with me to anywhere but only memories.

Haii....我真係好唔捨得呀,點會有人估到四年會過得咁快.原來所有野可以一吓就消失...

But whatever is that the dream is too crazy lol

Oh and Joanne I went to the Japanese restaurant last night lu ahaha the food is great~~Even my parents likes it  The place is actually situated opposite street to my family's restaurant lol cool aye? I'm so full muwahahahahh let's go there together next time!!!

PS: I WANT MY COMPUTER BACKKKK!!!!! >O<

Waa new semester will start tmr! It's January already!!  I dun wanna think abt wht will happen next! >_< *sigh* However, this year's Christmas must be the most crowded Christmas ever, since we held the party at my place and in which everyone came and have fun.  Sandy came back from Thailand, Midori from Australia, and how Yvonne and Cici first joined our group party! ^^ It's a very sweet memory indeed. Well Sandy is gone already, Midori will also be going soon this coming Saturday..I will miss her a lot again.. I know we will all meet each other in the future, no matter how far we are, we will still be good frds forever.  This point, I never doubt.

Haahaha we met so many people during our hangouts these few days. Newell was the most surprising one of course lol. Joanne you seems to be always the first one who saw other people we know abt. First you saw Newell, then you saw Farrell. So crazy~ I also met Mr Vienneau ytd, and later we even saw a pair of couple we all know lol I saw them dated three times already my gosh lol. Gum yau yuen fun ar hohoho  Aiyaaa but you know I feel so sick after hanging out ytd, especially my nose allergy, it turned worse and how my throat feel so hot inside currently..I gotta take good care of myself.. I love the Korean bbq though, I LOVE THE MEAT! We must try to do that more often :P

Even though we sort of celebrated Joanne's birthday along with Celina's. I guess Joanne would still want us to be there on her real birthday next Friday gwa haha  I will be there for sure dun worry.  Mannn I really want a puppy after playing with Herbie!! He is SO adorable!! Oh JJ!! You know what dad says? He said if we can find someone who will give us a puppy for free, then we can have one!!! My goddddd I wonder who has a free puppy!!?? >O< I really want one!!!!!! So anyone who see this msg, try to ask ppl around you who's trying to give away new born puppies or whatever!!!! Thx!!! AGAIN, I REALLY WANT ONE!

I have a lot to say..but I seems to be forgetting what is it...Guess I'm feeling sick, so I better sleep early tonight la.  

My poo poo Picture XD

Me in front of the poops

Will upload more later!

A late Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year!!

I went to pierced tonight finally!!  Hahahah got freaked out completely. My hands are sweating. Everything around me were frozen at that moment lol. The piercing was actually a Christmas present from my sis. She's gonna get me another pair of earings soon.  Thx JJ!! I can't believe I went to pierce still!!! I thought I would never do it. Hehhe now I guess I would be crazy getting cute earings from now on, and ppl can have more choices when they have to give me presents muhahhaahahah

About these past months, I've been busy about universities and sch works. There's no time for me to play at all. Therfore my skin has been completely destroyed by myself already...>_<... HUhhhhh...This year's Christmas went by too fast. I've just been cleaning my house last week everyday, only to prepare for the first Christmas party I ever held. And that's all I did during Christmas!! >O< Urghhh!!! However I'm glad that I get to meet with Sandy and Midori this year again. I do misses them a lot. Also I know that Sandy had a great time during this visit. That's very nice for her

For me, I still can't get over with Pink..still can't..He must think that I get over with him already...guys... I MEAN...how would he expect me to get over him when I liked him for how long?? 4 Years my god!! It's 4 years!! Am I crazy or what!!???  How can I keep this secret for so damn long?? and when I decided to tell..it's too late of course...and even I did tell him earlier, things would just be the same anyway right? He would only be the same playboy we all know, flirting with girls and probably asking them out etc. He sucks, I know that all the way. But I still like him that's the weirdest part.  I've been thinking abt him these two days again all of a sudden....Maybe it's b/c of Christmas..everybody misses someone during Christmas..so it is normal. But I'm still sad..still feeling depress... I hate love. Hate it so much. Why would I think that he is my special someone when he is not? Why do I even have the guts to confess to him after 4 years? I dun understand myself.

I know that he is always in my heart, when he is there....my eyes would go searching for him....but he won't understand how I feel..he wouldn't even bother to care...cus we are pretending to be strangers..it could be my fault that I never talk to him...After the confession, I can't talk to him very much..since I'm afraid to..I'm afraid that I would fall for him even more. I'm suck too..:>__<:...I'm suck...but there's no more I can do. I have to suck it up on my own and pretend that I'm okay in front him.

I just wanna say "sorry" to him if I could. I wanna say sorry I'm always being mean to u...but I never meant it..I'm just nervous whenever u r around,,whenever u passes by...and then I just went speechless...Love is nothing to u. It is only a game right?  My gosh..it's the first time I put out all my feelings here...>__<...Everyone says u r evil,,,and I had the same feeling...ever since I know u, I feel that a part of u is evil..dunno why...but that's the way it is. MY way of being mean is only a way I wanna hide my feelings from u. Even though it's dumb, it's me. I'm dumb enough to hope that u will be happy. We'll never meet each other again after this year. Never will meet again for the rest of our lives. I will try to forget abt u completely...no matter how much time it takes,,I will try to do so. Cus I wanna move on and it's the best way for me. :>_______<:

Waaa...this became my saddest entry....shitttt.....

I took my 18 HKID photo last week at last and I will get the legal copy next week!! I also went into jockey club yesterday muhahahhahh no one kicked me out this time!! I was hoping they would come and ask how old am I, and if they do so, I'll threw them my student ID right in front of their face by proofing I'm legal muhahahh, too bad they didn't ask.  I bought another mark six as well!! The only difference is that I get to pick my own numbers plus get to be there to pay for the lottery this time.  I'M LEGAL I'M LEGAL I'M LEGAL MUHAHAHAH....

So..How was life? I could say I'm currently living without a few excitement. No more usual topics, no more usual focus, no more usual worries, but still having usual heartbreaks.  I know I gotta let it go..I'm trying to. They said I'm looking better and recovering fast, but hey it's only a month and I'm sure I'll get even better later on. Sometimes I'm just wondering what if things goes right, and maybe the whole story would be different... I still haven't apply for any universities. I started to get nervous these days, dunno how to prepare for my future life,,and I"m still being lazy all the time haha..

I joined the cooking club with Newell. We cooked the first time last friday, which the club will be held every month's free dree day. Newell taught us how to make roast chicken, mashed potatos, salads and corns. (It's Thanksgiving dinner :P) He cooked eight chickens in total my gosh hahaah there are a whole lot leftovers for us to take home to our parents.  I love Mr, Newell!!!  He is like our dad!!! He is so caring and so like a dad that night! I like the part where he took us to shop for the ingredients and being so detailed in every part. He taught us how to pick the best ingredients and how to judge their appearance by knowing if they are fresh or not, I also learnt a few english names from him during the shopping. Not to mention he keep serving us when the dinner is ready and he being the last one to get seated. I think I'll enjoy this club very much in this final year. After I learned how to cook, I can cook for JJ if I get to live with her when my first year of U come la!! Ho yea!!  

Right now! I've joined four clubs in total which are Hockey, Hiking, Cooking and Prom Committee. ^^ I didn't join golf at last, it was too expensive and I dun have the time to play at all. I'll play someday by myself. ^^

Went out with Cici, Christie and Celina this Saturday to shop for doors decorations lol but we sat down in Starbucks instead haha; Me and mommy went to shop in Sunday also, we didn't shop much but sat down in Starbucks as well. We both get a green dress during our shop, it was so prettyyyy hehheheh I'll show u later la JJ  

Finally pictures these past months, and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO MY BRO HERE!! 

Belated Celebration for my 18th Birthday:

  
Thx Raissa for Doughnut!!!!

Multicultural Day:

Long's 14th Birthday and Celebration in R66:

More pics will be upload ^.^